‘Twas the night before Christmas
And all through the house
Lay teenagers sleeping
A snoring husband and one grouch.
The election was over
(The whole country lost)
And my heart’s temperature
Could rival Jack Frost’s.
Recent politics and worry
Were still stuck in my head.
Sleep wouldn’t come
So I tossed in my bed.
So far I’d not heard
One jingle bell ring.
Where was the joy
This season should bring?
When suddenly a noise
Cut into my doom and gloom
A crash, some clatters
A few bangs and one boom!
Could it be? Was it really?
Could Santa be here?
Had he arrived just in time
To bring me Christmas cheer?
As usual, my cohabitants
Kept snoring away
I peeked out the window
For a glimpse of the sleigh.
No reindeer in sight,
I wrapped up in my gown,
Headed for the stairs
And then made my way down.
Anticipation mounting,
The living room drew near,
I softened my footsteps,
Stayed silent to hear.
Would old Saint Nick
Finally be caught in the act?
Would forgotten childhood magic
Come flooding back?
My excitement was palpable
I was giddy with glee.
I still couldn’t believe
Santa was here to see me!
I got my camera ready.
(I’d do whatever it took
To get of a photo of Santa
To post on Facebook.)
Unable to contain
My impatience much more,
My iPhone and I,
We burst through the door!
And what did my wonder-filled
Eyes get to see?…
The cats had knocked over
The damn Christmas tree.
No Santa, no sleigh bells,
No presents galore.
Just tinsel and ornaments
Scattered all on the floor.
As has been the mother’s duty
From the dawning of time,
I stooped down to clean
A mess that wasn’t mine.
This story could end here.
A sad tale, yet true.
But this is not
What a poet must do.
A poet finds lessons
In all that abounds,
A poet must turn
This sad story around.
While sweeping up tinsel
I found in its wake
Homemade childhood ornaments
With nary a break,
Presents still wrapped with
A mother’s loving care
For children, nearly grown,
Still sleeping upstairs.
I swept up the mess
In my warm, cozy home,
Sat down on the couch
In the silence, alone.
Realized this ole world
Would keep turning around
Even as politics and Christmas trees
Come crashing down.
The life that still mattered
Surrounded me in this place,
My family and I?
We’d still show loving grace.
We’d treat strangers with kindness
We’d put others at ease
We’d help others up
When brought to their knees.
The spirit of Christmas
(Acceptance and love)
Was still in our hearts,
Still what we were made of.
No President, no politics
Would be changing that.
Our family, each other,
That’s where it’s at.
Looking around at the tidy
Living room once more,
I rose from the cushions,
Put my feet on the floor.
Enough of this sadness
Enough of this gloom
I’d put myself back together
Just as I’d done this room.
Tomorrow was Christmas
A good time to begin
To move back towards the person
I was once again.
Nothing would put me
Back into that slump,
Not even the thought of
Old President Trump.
I went back to my husband
And turned out the lights.
Merry Christmas to all
And to all a good night.
***
“I will honor Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all the year.”
– Charles Dickens